Victor says those words like Victor isn't excited about half of everything he see or does everyday.
Like it doesn't do dangerous things to Yuri's stomach he can't even describe, because it's hard enough to feel.
This combined, confused thing about a shot of elation (at the fact Victor wants him there, out there, already, everyone watching him do what he's done almost singularly only for Victor, save The Southern Regional Championships, has no doubt in him, somehow) and stab of dread (at the idea of messing up entirely, on Victor, who says he's excited, while everyone is watching him, and Victor, who gave up everything, including all of them, for Yuri, and if he fails then).
He can't say that though, and he can't say nothing again, because then who knows what Victor will feel compelled to say, to possibly keep going like Yuri just hadn't heard him, even though it's been said right next to his head. "It not like you'll have to wait long now."
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Like it doesn't do dangerous things to Yuri's stomach he can't even describe, because it's hard enough to feel.
This combined, confused thing about a shot of elation (at the fact Victor wants him there, out there, already, everyone watching him do what he's done almost singularly only for Victor, save The Southern Regional Championships, has no doubt in him, somehow) and stab of dread (at the idea of messing up entirely, on Victor, who says he's excited, while everyone is watching him, and Victor, who gave up everything, including all of them, for Yuri, and if he fails then).
He can't say that though, and he can't say nothing again, because then who knows what Victor will feel compelled to say, to possibly keep going like Yuri just hadn't heard him, even though it's been said right next to his head. "It not like you'll have to wait long now."